its time to make a change!

decided to make on and change my blog =)

www.yester-memories.blogspot.com

ITS BEEN 2 LONG MONTHS!!!

didn't realise i haven't been here for 2 entire months
dun know what i had kept me away
or maybe i do....lets see...
ok i have been "mugging" for my promos....
then i was rushing my OP...
(amazed at our ability to come up with a video in 2 hours)
then there was prom meetings and all the stuffs that needs to be done...
(totally enjoy shopping for the lucky draw gifts but too bad they aren't mine)
then there was prom itself yesterday.....
it was like amazing and i burned CDs till like crazy the day before...
(now i am sick of "way back into love"....Fiona knows why)
well i think i am getting a little incoherent but who cares =)
prom was great...love it ...but its not mine hahaha
then i practically sleep my entire day away after every hockey training...
Oh ya then there is the class chalet....
truly fabulous and fun...enjoyed it...
ok i have accounted for my absence and made myself feel less bad

oh ya i got PROMOTED!!!!
though its like all Cs but who cares anyway=)

mind turn blank when paper came =(

i think i screwed up my GP promos today big time. i mugged for globalisation like crazy and when i saw the paper i nearly cry man. and guess what i ended up doing prejudice and discrimination which i studied previously for my content quiz. its gonna take a miracle for me to pass my paper 1. and for paper 2, the summary was like supposed to be for 4 paragraphs but all the points are like only in the 1st one and a half paragraphs. and they themselves dun even add to to 120 words so how am i supposed to summarize it into 120 words. anyway i was super glad i am one paper down though i dun think i did well.

next paper is international history which means cold war, global economy, japan and stuff. lucky its on tue so i get to rest a bit more.

off to plan my mugging routine now. byes!

its the 'time of the year'

IN THE DEPTH OF WINTER I

FINALLY LEARNED THAT THERE WAS IN ME AN INVINCIBLE SUMMER

-albert camus

I just happened to come across this quote and i thought it was pretty meaningful. Okay i am now off to countinue mugging for my GP promos tmr so i will be able to unleash the 'summer' in me tmr instead of wallowing in 'deep winter' when i see the paper. =)

tata...

what in the world is happening...

COUNTDOWN TO PROMOS : 4 DAYS
COUNTDOWN TO DEADLINE FOR WRITTEN REPORT : 3 DAYS

guess what i dun feel a thing and i mean it. i dun feel the stress that promos are coming and i know for sure i am totally unprepared. and i dun feel the stress for WR when i know well enough that it seems so screwed up now. i dunnoe what and its bugging me. just when i thought time in sec 3 and 4 passes fast enough, i got into JC and i was proven wrong. time is year is just zooming pass and before i knew it its already september. its like 3/4 of the year gone and i have not done anything much. i just its just the unreal feeling that cause me not to feel the stress. usually by this time i would have been practically eating my books to get everything crammed into my head. but now i just feel like sleeping from the moment i open my eyes in the morning and i just dun feel like doing anything.

so i have decided to get to the last resort and practically line up my room with my notes and stuffs to force myself to study and i shall make my bed as messy as possible to prevent me from sleeping. if all this doesn't eork i dun know what will make me study. JC life is just too toughand i dun know how in the world am i going to survive it.

countdown to school reopen

its the second last day of the sept holidays and i am already regreting not having done anything much for the past week. through holidays i realise time doesn't fly....it just dissapear without a trace just when you need it most....

beneath the forced smiles lies a tired soul....

Promos are coming in like excatly 2 weeks time and the deadline for the written report is like 13 days later. Yet nothing much has been done and obviously nothing has been completed. Its getting harder and harder to get down to study although the stress level is rising. Unknown reasons for sleepless nights has been setting in which results in one not being alert enough to study during the day.

However hard i stare at the gloating "faces" of my geog notes, nothing seems to get in and the persistent sleep bug is just getting in the way. Some wire must have "disconnected" on the day i sealed my JC fate with the handing in of the subject combination slip. Yet no matter how regretful i am now, there is no way to undo what's been done and i have to trudge on burdened with the choice i have presumbaly made wrongly.

3 words sums up life: "It goes on..."