Thursday, September 24, 2009

mind turn blank when paper came =(

i think i screwed up my GP promos today big time. i mugged for globalisation like crazy and when i saw the paper i nearly cry man. and guess what i ended up doing prejudice and discrimination which i studied previously for my content quiz. its gonna take a miracle for me to pass my paper 1. and for paper 2, the summary was like supposed to be for 4 paragraphs but all the points are like only in the 1st one and a half paragraphs. and they themselves dun even add to to 120 words so how am i supposed to summarize it into 120 words. anyway i was super glad i am one paper down though i dun think i did well.

next paper is international history which means cold war, global economy, japan and stuff. lucky its on tue so i get to rest a bit more.

off to plan my mugging routine now. byes!

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

its the 'time of the year'

IN THE DEPTH OF WINTER I
FINALLY LEARNED THAT THERE WAS IN ME AN INVINCIBLE SUMMER
-albert camus
I just happened to come across this quote and i thought it was pretty meaningful. Okay i am now off to countinue mugging for my GP promos tmr so i will be able to unleash the 'summer' in me tmr instead of wallowing in 'deep winter' when i see the paper. =)
tata...

Sunday, September 20, 2009

what in the world is happening...

COUNTDOWN TO PROMOS : 4 DAYS
COUNTDOWN TO DEADLINE FOR WRITTEN REPORT : 3 DAYS

guess what i dun feel a thing and i mean it. i dun feel the stress that promos are coming and i know for sure i am totally unprepared. and i dun feel the stress for WR when i know well enough that it seems so screwed up now. i dunnoe what and its bugging me. just when i thought time in sec 3 and 4 passes fast enough, i got into JC and i was proven wrong. time is year is just zooming pass and before i knew it its already september. its like 3/4 of the year gone and i have not done anything much. i just its just the unreal feeling that cause me not to feel the stress. usually by this time i would have been practically eating my books to get everything crammed into my head. but now i just feel like sleeping from the moment i open my eyes in the morning and i just dun feel like doing anything.

so i have decided to get to the last resort and practically line up my room with my notes and stuffs to force myself to study and i shall make my bed as messy as possible to prevent me from sleeping. if all this doesn't eork i dun know what will make me study. JC life is just too toughand i dun know how in the world am i going to survive it.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

countdown to school reopen

its the second last day of the sept holidays and i am already regreting not having done anything much for the past week. through holidays i realise time doesn't fly....it just dissapear without a trace just when you need it most....

Thursday, September 10, 2009

beneath the forced smiles lies a tired soul....

Promos are coming in like excatly 2 weeks time and the deadline for the written report is like 13 days later. Yet nothing much has been done and obviously nothing has been completed. Its getting harder and harder to get down to study although the stress level is rising. Unknown reasons for sleepless nights has been setting in which results in one not being alert enough to study during the day.
However hard i stare at the gloating "faces" of my geog notes, nothing seems to get in and the persistent sleep bug is just getting in the way. Some wire must have "disconnected" on the day i sealed my JC fate with the handing in of the subject combination slip. Yet no matter how regretful i am now, there is no way to undo what's been done and i have to trudge on burdened with the choice i have presumbaly made wrongly.
3 words sums up life: "It goes on..."

Sunday, September 6, 2009

feelings of gratitude =)

AS OF TODAY I AM OFFICAILLY 17!!!
this post will be dedicated to thanking everyone who bother to remember my brithday and do something about it!!! =) i shall have to do this systematically if not i will leave ppl out...

I want to sincerely offer a huge "THANK YOU" to:

ADELINE for the ajisen treat, the polar birthday cake, the birthday surprise, the bracelet, the touching letter and the effort put in for the 3 celebrations of which she was always there =)
JOLENE for the birthday surprise, the magnetic calender which will remain on my table top and the cute card as well =)
SINLIN & JASMINE for the assortment of accersories and the effort put in for choosing the present =)
LIYING for the belt and the birthday surprise =)
AUDREY for the ajisen treat, the polar birthday cake and all your well wishes =)
DESIREE for the ajisen treat and your accompaniment =)
JOCELYN for the card and the real comical and unglam photo of me =)
09A01 for the birthday celebration in school =)
and lastly to all who sent me there best wishes one way or another: FIONA, PEIQI, MEIJUAN, BIBIANA, ZHEPENG, HUAZHONG, ZHIWEI, CHIACHENG, GILBERT, SERENE, BELINDA, TANGGE, ZANDRA, QINI, YOUJING....

though i know not everyone will see this post cos more than half of the ppl mention know not of the existence of this blog. but if by chance they haapen to see it THANK YOU VERY MUCH. and if they dun i will still say THNAK YOU VERY MUCH. =)

Thursday, September 3, 2009

holidays!!!

for the past few weeks i have been painfully inching my way towards the silver lining of the dark clouds which is the sept holidays. by today i finally saw a tint of silver because tmr is the last day of school. whatever extra lessons and 50 min run just bring it on...its the last day of school and i am willing to take all kinds of shit. Whooooohoooooo...