Ulcerous Clan!

Firstly I am really glad Mr Ulcer has decided to move out of my mouth and is in the process of doing so. The lingering pain it have caused me for like a week is really pure torture. Anyway, I school computer lab now trying to get time to pass fast enough so that 3.30 will come soon. times flies when u need it and when u want it to fly, its like inching its way away just to irritate you. By the way I have finally handed in my GPP and EoM which is like an ultra huge achievement for me because I have been fretting over them for like ages.

I am really really bored and there is like nothing for me to do now because I did not bring my econs notes to revise for the test on Friday. The computer screen is really far away from me now and I am seriously not used to it because at home the computer screen is practically sticking to my face.

The other night I was debating with my sis if a saying is true or not. You see people used to say "If you love someone hard enough you would set the someone free and let go" but then another story we read said "If you love a person hard enough, you will never give up on the person" God its like contradicting though both make sense. Haha the two of us are like real lame to be discussing that like in the middle of the night in bed. =)

Ultimate Tiring

Okay, I wanna make a point real clear here. No matter how tiring i used to declare was in the past, it is all in the past. Because just within the span of this week i amazingly discovered a new definition for the word tiring. Kidsread on Tuesday was tiring but overall satisfying. Hockey training on Wednesday and Friday gave me body aches and its making me feel like an invalid. Well PW is really killing my brain cells and i really want to get it over soon.

happy sleep day

wow i finally ended like days of torture with a stroke of the pen. which means with the last fullstop that i penned down on my script i ended my tormenting geography mid-years. well many did not come to school today although i knew ppl were not coming but i was suprised when i found out like only 14 out of 26 turned up for school today. anyway lets just forget about this nightmarish episode since its like over.

we may be getting out Progress Report 1 tmr, haha its the progress report but what if we dun make any progress? anyway now i will have to focus on my PW and try and finish it up as soon as possible and make it quality work. also i have to finish my GP essay outline and i still owe a SEA hist essay. haha but today is sleep day so nothing is gonna change my mind of going for the ultimate sleep!

gotta go now to pack my study take and rearrange my shelves. =) i have got a new rack and its green!

GEOGRAPHY

gosh whats the matter with me. i know i can't be here blogging now but well here am i. i just cannot start up my brain properly and even though the evil-looking words that spell "STUDY FOR YOUR GEOG TEST!" keep lurking in my mind, i just can't set my heart and soul to doing so. so u see the reason why i am here?

anyway i have like 18 sets of notes to go through. and in order to finish the test tmr, i will have to memorise like tons of definitions and processes that i dun really care about. memory work for goodness sake is just so not my game. and i dun think i will get any sleep tonight given that i will be stuck with my lovely geography notes. amazingly i have to finish like 2 essay questions and 2 DRQ and the 2 essay questions have 2 parts each. given that i have enough to fill in 3 pages for each essay with my minute handwriting and like 2 pages for my DRQ each, i will have to write like 16 pages in all if my maths did not fail me and all in like 2HOURS AND 20MINUTES!!!

haha end of the two years of college life that is filled with writing non-stop for hours on end for all my subjects, i will have a mighty wrist and if u ever want to piss me off after all that training i had, remember i have a mighty wrist that might dislocated your jaw if i were to punch you(tho i dun think i will punch anyone)

ok i better go study for my geog now...=)

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TERM 3 WEEK 3 IS A TORMENTING WEEK!

lets all be the caterpillar that struggles to get out of the chrysalis in order to face the world as a beautiful butterfly. for that one aim to be better than ever lets all struggle and reach out to be the best that we can be.

reach out for the stars and even if we miss we will get to land on the moon...

midyears...PW

at long last after stressing out for econs test on lovely cost of production for what seemed like ages i finally ended the test at 8.54 am this morning. (thats what i saw on my phone) well but thats not the end of stressing for a typical J1 arts student having her midyears. after mugging and writing my hands off me for econs i am now supposed to 'upload' all my human and physical geog stuffs into my bursting brain before wednesday. u see i really am studying now though i am not really studious but i do prepare for all my tests ok. i am not a good student but at least i am a studying student!

EoM first is due on monday. i seriously have no idea how i am going to finish it off by then but i guess i will find a way. typical me eh. PW is real freaking me out. see by 29th of this month i am suppose to hand in my finalised EoM (note i haven even done my first draft yet) and our finalised GPP completed with suveys and interviews. at well its like in 19 more days time. OMG faints.

we were talking the first impression ppl have on us today and me audrey and ade concluded that if the three of us were to walk around without smiling, ppl would never dare to approach us. haha cos u see we have faces that spelled "come near me at ur own risk" serious everyone thinks i am fierce at first sight and when i say everyone i mean it. well i wanna clarify i am actually not very fierce although i do admit i do have a little attitude at times. =) haha thats what they said i did to my teacher when she asked me up to draw a graph. i did not do it on purpose i was just a little pissed cos i have to stop copying my notes halfway through.

oh by the way i have set my mind on doing well for the rest of the year because i wanna get promoted. i dun care if ppl say getting promoted is easy because it is not to me and i will make sure i get promoted!!!

40th post!

its been a really streesing week and i dun know why i am blogging now that i should be mugging for my econs mid year tmr. haha but i guess i have to relieve stress. =) i am super proud of myself that i manage to cler quite a fair bit of overdue homework these few days. and i did my hist essay till like 1 am the night before and though its ultra tiring but it is super satisfying to know that at least i have done something i should. =)

anyway i am suppose to have econs mid year tmr and geog mid year on next wed. and in between and after there are a hell lot of GP test and i guess after my mid years i really have to buck up for my PW!!!

ok gotta go to start mugging for econs now. wish me luck!!!

ps: the taste of stress is getting more and more familiar as time passes by.... =( and i really really miss everyone especially joey and fiona and jolene whom i haven been seeing for a really long time...

fast paced life

going thru a set of powerpoint slides worth 100-odd pages can really be real torture to my already suffering brain cells. econs test on COP is due on friday and because i don't really understand the topic from lectures i am now trying to go thru the lecture slides right from the start in hope that i can re-establish my understanding for the topic. but when i realise its 100-odd pages, i really really feel like giving it up. i really really have been trying to like econs cos if i don't like a subject i know my grades will be real bad. but i just really don't get it and if i don't get the point made in lectures how am i suppose to like the subject.

5 subjects and PW is really killing me. its like i just can never conplete my PW cos no matter how many drafts u hand in it will still require amendments. and even though i am starting to catch up for my hist and geog, i do know that i still have a hell lot of catching up to do. JC life is just so fast paced and i just can never seem to catch up. whenever i feel i am nearing the pace of others, they just move full speed ahead and i am left behind yet again. then the school just keep changing our lecturers and tutors. they just don't get the point that we do actually identify with familarity and if u keep changing the lectures and tutors each with a different style of teaching how in the world are we supposed to do well. maybe its just me u see cos everyone is changing teachers.

ok now end of grumblings and its back to my ppt slides for econs...

cats week!

FREAKED OUT BY SUPER HUGE EYES LAST NIGHT!

having nothing better to do, i decided to go to the window to stare at the lift landing to wait for my sissy who was already downstairs. then as i was standing intently at the lift landing directly outside the window, something in me decided to look up to the lift landing on the floor above mine and thats when i saw two huge unblinking eyes. heck i saw a cat who was cranning its head out of the railing upstairs and staring a me as i was staring and zoning off at the lift landing. gosh i can't even descride how startled i was. well i decided to close the windows hoping it would go away. but after a minute i opened the window again and it was still there still staring. throughout the whole 5 mins, it like barely moved an inch and i really doubted it blinked. Its eyes were really HUGE and its was like gleaming in the dark.now i will think twice to stare out of the window at night ever again.

well i really don't undestand whats with cats and me. you see two days befor the cat staring situation, i met two cats doing weird stuffs as well. that morning i was going down the stairs to go to school and i decided to skip the lift cos i was running late and it was only the third level. bad move man! with one more flight of stairs left i saw this cat staring at a lizard without a tail running about and when i reached the ground floor i saw another cat staring at the cat above. hell it was freaking to see the cats' staring session early in the morning.

i never really loved cats and now i tell you i am sure i won't fall in love with cats in the near future after these two situations.

well i am lazy to touch school work so i am now reading my broader perspective which i have like haven't been touching recently. well at least i am doing something productive, broaden my views you see.

anger...stress

I find that I am still flaring up out the slightest issues and I don't really know why and I really hate that kind of feeling of flaring up without a legitimate reason.

Stress level going up rapidly and its increasing faster than ever. I am really trying to catch up with my studies. At least now i pay attention during lectures and tutorials and i don't find myself that lost during lessons as i used too be. But the thing is I have got endless things to clear and i can never seem to finish up the continuously piling up stack of things to do.

back in school

occupying my days with endless school work and the only place i go after school is home. PW is killing me. mid-years are coming soon in fact too soon to be true. i am super tired everyday. i have been super tired eversince i got into JC. i was not even this tired and stressed out for my O-levels.

pretty much depressed these couple of days and i don't know why. i can just flare up at the smallest issues and the next moment i will be there emo-ing. heck i am having seriously unpredictable mood swings recently. even i am amazed at my moods at times. but i think i am getting better at least now i an control my moods. haha i think i am just too tired cos whenever i am tired i tend to get super incoherent and my moods are like terrible. haha cos i have to wake up for school super early and i am stil trying to get use to the time after the long holiday break.

heard from the radio that H1N1 cases totalled up to 701 as of yesterday if i am not mistaken. wow i haven't realised that the numbers shot up so fast. taking temperature twice a day is super irritating. its like even if u sniff the ppl aroud you will be like petrified and u can't even clear ur throat in public. its really getting on my nerves so i hope this whole stupid situation will get better soon.