busy!

TIME...is like the dust in the sunlight always swriling infornt of us and we are just like the child that tries to grasp time only to realise that its an aim we will never acheive...

My days are spinning like a top and it just passs ever so quickly. It has been a busy week and i really do hope that after tmr things will just slow down and allow me to catch up...

time is the only thing i ask for

i am seriously lagging behind and i don't see hope in catching up soon enough...

... ... ... ...

I seriously don't know what's gotten into me
some wire in me has definitely gone the wrong way
i am not as tired as before but i just don't feel good deep down
its just like things have gone really wrong
and i am just not in the best of moods
feeling real snappy and i look real moody
no mood for anything and i don't know why

if only i can turn back time
i might have taken a different turn
and things will not be the same
maybe this way i will feel better
and we all will feel better

my past instincts were mostly accurate
and this time i am sure something somewhere...
has gone wrong
but the question is what where and why? ... ... ... ...

screwed up

what happened to all the resolution and faith i used to have i don't know. all i know is that i just don't have time for everything or maybe its just that i no longer work as fast.

spare me

over this period of time i have lost the ability to differentiate between what's genuine and what's fake. just spare me the agony of trying to decipher thoughts around me and just tell me what is it that you really want from me.

this guessing game is taking its toll on me...

=) =) =)

really happy that i managed to finish jogging the whloe of the 50 mins run on friday. man it was a real sense of accomplishment for me. i came to realize that although its tiring hockey and physical training can be fun and fufiling as well.

had BBQ with 4/2 today and met up with ppl i haven seen for a super long time though there are ppl who did not come but its was fun. well as usual we were unable to finish the food but there will always be ppl to clear them home or into their stomachs. =) had loads of fun today although for some weird reason i was pretty much tired for the whole day. but i got really crazy midway and yes i did scared a few ppl with my crazy-ness.

sat with fiona alone and talked for pretty long and i really miss such heart to heart occasions. i have came to appriciate every friend who stood by me all this while. i dun need a lot of friends, i only need a few of those friends who trust me and will stand by me no matter what. glad i was really blessed with quite a few of these friends whom i can always talk to. you guys know who you are and i really want to thank and everyone of them regardless of the time-span i have known them. =)