why why why

Why is moving on ineveitable?
Is change the only thing permanent?
Why am i always lagging behind?
Is life always supposed to be so stressing?
Why don't i feel like moving forward?
Is it just me or everyone?
Why can't things go my way?
Is this the way i am gonna live life?

tons of questions but nobody to answer.
ever since getting into jc, i felt the stress i never felt before
well its not the kinda study stress
its the kinda stress that comes because things are changing
its changing at too fast a rate, too fast for me at least
well i am trying to catch up, am i will continue to try
i know we are all moving on, whether we like it or not
i am not sure if its gonna be good or bad
i guess no one knows unless we get to the point
as usual, this feeling isn't right and it isn't nice
but i just cannot identify why and what it is
give me time, i am sure i can snap out of it
really i will try.