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growing up is something mentally straining
it is when you start thinking differently
it is when you start viewing things differently
it is a transition period where you start to make choices
choices that you will regret making or be glad about
it is when things that used to not bother you start bothering you
it is when you start worrying about what the next minute brings
it is when things originally simple gets complicated
not because things have changed but because you have
it is when you start looking for the meaning in life
i have been through stages where everything is fun
when life every day is a new adventure
i have been through stages where things start changing
where i face changes every single moment
i have been through stages where everything sucks
every moment is like living hell
i have been though stages where i made wrong choices
and the feeeling of regret and guilt engulfed me
i have been through a lot but am i growing up
if this is all part of growing up then i don't think i wanna continue.
growing up is tough but tiring but essential
but if i were to refuse growing up further
will things change?