i realised

realised that i can be quite inefficient at times...
like i have been blanking out a lot today and yesterday...
well u can't blame me cos i slept at 2.30am yesterday...
well i guess i blanked out a lot yesterday cos i was too full to think
i had a really heavy breakfast followed by a BK meal with ade
then after finishing our homewrk.. i went home and had pizza...

realised that things always happen when u don't want them to..
the more u try to avoid them the more they happen
it was proven on last thurs...a most unforgettable day...

ade told me to not look back in anger yesterday...
and i told her i am not i am looking forward in anger
anyway that was just crap...
i don't want to look back cos its not memorable...
i am not in the mood to look forward cos its futile...
i guess i should focus on now...in case i lose sense again...
whatever...